Tuesday, September 29, 2015

reflections and thanks for fellowship in Philippians.

Thanks Lord for a great meeting with Holly and for her example of someone who loves you and transparently repents of sin so easily. We had a good meeting today discussing philippians chapter 3 and I was really challenged of all the "things of the flesh" that I put confidence in. Thanks for giving us time to name and repent of these- Things that have no substance. It is knowing You and being lost and found in you that is the source of joy and true substance worth rejoicing in.

Thanks for a great meeting also with Sarah. Thank you for her hunger to obey and know you and her excitement to grow. Thank you for her joy. please teach me and help me to know how to best love and serve her as we study your Word together. I have been challenged from Philippians chapter 1 of Paul's wonderful example of a shepherd - and his focus on prayer in the beginning. It is so fitting as Prayer is often the first "labor or love" we can serve others with. Paul says he is a bondservant of Christ, as he serves Christ through serving others. - through first praying for them. Teach me to labor in prayer for others.

And purify my passions as well. I see in Chapter 1- Paul's 2 passions- to BE WITH Christ and to pour himself out for the sake of Christ and the gospel. teach me this truth- to live is Christ, to die is gain.  and let all the other things be considered loss compared to the greatness of knowing Christ and being found in him.


Tuesday, September 22, 2015

death takes us home.

Today my previous pastor died. I gave him a hug just last Sunday on my visit home. 
I thought I'd post my last letter to him here. RIP Pat and see you on the other side. I know that right now you are probably not resting, more likely dancing, singing and joyfully laughing in the presence of our King. 

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Dear Pat

I wanted to write and let you know some of the ways God used you to impact me.

Thanks for reaching out to me when I was new to Bethel and believing in me enough to ask me to join the youth staff. Those years really changed my life.  I remember how you would pray for us when you exercised and how you would come eat lunch with us once a week at the JC. I’m truly thankful for your strong servant leadership during all those years.  Even now, my favorite patients are teenagers, especially the messy broken ones. Thanks for your example of loving and teaching the youth group students and also how you invested so much into the youth staff as well.  I’m also thankful for all the ridiculously fun memories as well, ie fear factor eating fish eyes.

I always appreciate that you continually preach the gospel and have stayed true to it even when I come back home to visit. I’m just really encouraged by that. It really is what we all need to hear the most.  Even though I’ve been away for more than 8 years now, thanks for the continual support and encouragement. Thanks for challenging me in evangelism many years ago, and writing the letter of recc for me to do the medical evangelism summer training program. Here is something cool- the program I work for lets me formally teach the residents methods in sharing the gospel, and then go with them to the hospital and do “spiritual rounds” where we visit patients, ask them spiritual histories and have opportunities to share the gospel with patients who really are hungry to hear it. God is amazing!.

I’m truly thankful for the example of you and Michelle in how you raised your kids too. I appreciate and respect how transparent you were about how you had struggled early on but had grown in the process and how you had told your kids you didn’t want then to be any different at church than they were at home. I always thought to myself, “If I get married and have kids, Pat and Michelle are the two people I’d want to get advice from”.  I’m so proud of your kids, and how they love Jesus. I know God is going to use them to change this world and build His kingdom.

Today I was reading Philippians and it reminds me so much of you, so I’ll just end with it.

Philippians 1
Paul and Timothy, bond-servants of Christ Jesus,
To all the saints in Christ Jesus who are in Philippi, including the overseers and deacons: Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.
I thank my God in all my remembrance of you, always offering prayer with joy in my every prayer for you all, in view of your participation in the gospel from the first day until now. 6 For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus. 7 ….  12 Now I want you to know, brethren, that my circumstances have turned out for the greater progress of the gospel, 13 so that my imprisonment in the cause of Christ has become well known throughout the whole praetorian guard and to everyone else, 14 and that most of the brethren, trusting in the Lord because of my imprisonment, have far more courage to speak the word of God without fear. 15 Some, to be sure, are preaching Christ even from envy and strife, but some also from good will; 16 the latter do it out of love, knowing that I am appointed for the defense of the gospel; 17 the former proclaim Christ out of selfish ambition rather than from pure motives, thinking to cause me distress in my imprisonment. 18 What then? Only that in every way, whether in pretense or in truth, Christ is proclaimed; and in this I rejoice.
Yes, and I will rejoice, 19 for I know that this will turn out for my deliverance through your prayers and the provision of the Spirit of Jesus Christ, 20 according to my earnest expectation and hope, that I will not be put to shame in anything, but that with all boldness, Christ will even now, as always, be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. 21 For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain…
Chapter 3… v7 But whatever things were gain to me, those things I have counted as loss for the sake of Christ. More than that, I count all things to be loss in view of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them but rubbish so that I may gain Christ, and may be found in Him, not having a righteousness of my own derived from the Law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness which comes from God on the basis of faith, 10 that I may know Him and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to His death; 11 in order that I may attain to the resurrection from the dead.”
You are surely in His Grip. He is truly a mighty Savior.

With much love,
Jennifer Jung.